Aligning Persistence & Focus

Persistence 

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It takes persistence to garner the energy to strengthen your focus. Focus is what aligns us with our desired reality. So as we persist on moving past our current mental and emotional boundaries we will strengthen our focus to succeed. As this happens we will start noticing more and more success in our life. This energy at some point will become so strong we will find that we are living the life of our dreams!

Living a successful, happy and truly abundant life. Of course what you focus is on is entirely up to you and the desires you hold within. Yet, we should all focus on having more than enough abundance and happiness in life. Life is meant to be happy and bountiful! There is so much joy in being able to use our position in life to give to others. Yet we cannot give to others when we have nothing to give. This is in regards to both to the material world and emotional energy.

You can’t continue to give out love and true acceptance when you don’t truly love and accept yourself. We must stop judging ourselves and identifying with negative thoughts and thinking patterns if we want to transcend. Again this is where persistence comes in, as we have already decided to take the path of evolution we will continue to persist past every limitation.

As we expand our capacity for more depth the internal joy and abundance we feel will be so vast people will bask in our presence. For the sake of unconditional love, they will want to be close to you, know what you do, why you are so happy and alive! This is life, life is meant to be fully lived, our desires are meant to be met. Choose to focus on everything you HAVE and how grateful you are for it and this will align you to have more!

Persist past the negative programming to ascend into the bliss of true peace.

The Coming Rapture

Flying with the angels of every sunrise, breathtaking golden rays

I’ll do whatever it takes to change, I’ll raise this flag and so it’ll wave

I’ll slay every demon with precision, every fickle thought of indecision

Now as every archangel has risen I glisten in the rapture

Adverted humanities disaster with the flick of a thought, so soft

Now my friends in flesh bodies will faithfully deliver

Deliver every righteous thought to bestow a heavenly collective

Blue birds nested, rested, fly now with every classy spirit

Spirits of ethereal beauty soothe passionate dreams

Light show, sky blue, silver fantasies come true

The aura of every honorable warrior unites, I’m the woman inside

I banish every last lie with a serene sigh, world peace is mine

Touched by an Angel

Soft petals fall through the bluest sky I’ve ever known

Lilac whispers trickle through the wind and soothe my skin

Delicate yet strong is the harmony of home

In this opened dome with pillars all around I hear the sound

The sound of the angels calling, time to celebrate this affection

As the ones who’ve chosen their way have made the selection

Blessed woman with raindrops to comfort every move

With the moon in her eyes she’s like a baby born at sunrise

Inside this spirit where I wear every badge of deliverance

I know I’m saved, touched by an angel in a life so amazed

Now blow that beautiful word to every flying bird, it’s love they deserve

Breath of Light

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As my mind leaves I’m no longer in need

 

I’ve reached, I’ve gotten

I’ve asked, I’ve received

I’ve believed, I’ve achieved

 

This is what it means to be me it’s everything it seems

Out of the tunnel of darkness into the light

I can see, feel, breathe, give and take

 

For my sake I won’t pretend to be fake

Everyone will know my name, it’s all so shameless

It’s more than being famous

Guardian Angels 

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Trusting with my deepest knowing

I know the angelic thoughts are ordaining my way

Way to eternal life, to become everlasting

As I honor the trust of my guardians I accept the new way

Life as a poet that speaks and sings to the heart

Like a talented hand weaving with yarn of gold
I know there is so much more in store

 

I’m more than a woman adorned, I’m forever more

I’ve found the cure to every condition
It first comes with a formal admission, it heals all addiction

 

If only we will listen, we then find the answers we seek

This experience we feel & see is unexplainable in human terms
With the spirit of discernment you will know the holy spirit is here

 

Speaking with me to predetermine my success to be

Now as I begin to lead I’m everything I’ve wanted to be
Adore, adore, I’m so precious with my glamour allure

 

Do you want more of what my guardians have in store?

Hear the lion of Judah roar as the Angels of God soar
Super nova waves are that in which I bathe

 

I’m in a body made of clay yet my soul is forever alive

I accept my time to step onto the platform of a world far beyond
This day has a new dawn, I’m no longer a pawn

 

Child of righteousness is what it means to be free

Now I’m blessed with wealth, riches and prosperity proceed
These angels say hi, they love you so

 

Now take the time to listen to the voice

You know which one, it longs to join
As I now fly, I’m living in ecstasy abide

 

This roller coaster ride is beyond my wildest dreams

I’m so thankful I believed

Trust I’ll proceed

Diary of a Self Proclaimed Beauty Queen

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As I sit here writing this naked, my clothes fell off sometime ago. Most likely last night when I was drinking beer and smoking that cheap cigar. I hadn’t been drinking and I don’t smoke unless I drink. I’d promised myself a million times I wouldn’t drink, yet I did. I’m a little sad that I did but I feel content that I didn’t drink liquor, which is a spirit I certainly cant handle!

I’m learning the meaning of what recovery is? Am I recovering or have I just chosen to partake in my vices when it suits me? I don’t ever want to come off as unauthentic or be a hypocrite. I know the way out, yet maybe I’ve chosen to stay here a little longer.

I was just having a conversation with myself in the mirror. There are TWO things and ONLY two things I know for sure. I know I am successful and it will be. I’ve known this since I was like seven years old. It’s not human, it’s surely something supernatural and I know I’m beautiful. Beauty coming from within to shine outwardly, through my soul to my glamour.

Everything else I am is just a human, a flawed human. Someone who has great knowledge, the gift of intellect, spiritual intuition and just plain common sense. Although I make a lot of decisions that would have people screaming the opposite.

I’m not a guru, I don’t ever want to be seen like that. I’m just a woman, an artist, a free thinking spirit that speaks, creates and is only trying to navigate through this earthly realm. Just here trying to make the best of it, still failing, still overcoming challenges so many of us face. Yet still succeeding, refusing to give up on the dream.

The dream of my ideal life, following my heart living in luxurious beauty. Helping others through helping myself, showing the raw vulnerability and flaws I so possess. Our demons can either haunt us or enlighten us. I know my angels are where my heart lives yet my fingers flutter after the darkness.

Addiction, is what so many say. I’m still trying to understand what it’s all about, what it entails, where this road leads. My demons are starving, so the weight loss makes me happy. Happy because being sexy is really important to me.

Yet I partake in such unsexy things, unsexy ways. Surely I look sexy doing it, who knows? These are just words, just a girl writing through her soul. My abstract mind is creating everything I’ve ever wanted and with that I accept the reality of this place. This physical dimension.

In this moment, I will be still to know that everything is taken care of, every dream fulfilled.

Unconditionally,

Holly Ann Kurt

Debonair Baptismal

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Fake white teeth, a fornication of creed

Traveling through the mouths of the gossipers

Down at the rivers bend, where my Lord forgives all sin

 

Baptized in a holy hue, stilettos for the vivacious

Vivacious born again Star, a star that dives into unknown challenges

Dosed with the rituals of men birthed in the way, way past

Saved by the hands of a bearded man

A man from a land with pre-historic ways

 

Tarot readers, fortune tellers these are the people whom I love so much

They’ve taught me to harness my intuition, in God we trust

My baptismal still reoccurs in my mind

Guardian Angels come to console the spirits attached to the liquor of my soul

 

Milk chocolate within a confectionery river

Sipping cocoa in a pretty blue sweater

Shattering teeth, bubble gum glee

Square nails manicured to pristine, skin glossy sheen

The man in a beard reappears, we must go to the rivers edge

 

Time for the forth coming of a new initiate

I’m there yet I watch from a far, driving my Escalade, designer shades

Bathe him in a knowing, sign our name, Jehovah’s craze

As I preen in my luxurious mirror awaiting humanity to be delivered

 

I realize this is all some kind of fantastical dream

 

Am I your sister, sister

A debonair dresser

Gala of a New Age

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The stars form a vortex opening up the portal to allow me through

Through to become the prophet I was formed to be, to change the world

For the better world, the new world, all for the new earth my love

Accept my lead, let my forgiveness show you what you truly need

Listen to the calling of your soul, it’s the force surely in control

As I stand on this stage in front of billions, three little birds come and visit me

The Holy trinity, the forces come to encourage me, girl I’m floating in heaven

Is this where Jesus Christ comes to behold me, he’s my best friend after all

Buddha is the one I call for change

Oh my God the lights are formed with the thoughts of humanity

My hair flies in wild abandon as the people applause and cheer

Cheer for the reckoning of the rapture, the second coming of honey dreams

Holding the fate of all the ones who’ve dared come to the Gala of a New Age

The affair appointed only to the ones who’ve chosen this way

So I stand in conviction, I deliver the ordained sermon of the great prophecies

With the wings of a trillion angels, with the force of anything ever known

We all fly, fly, fly into a revelation, a Kingdom of eternal divinity

Just like a Star, like the holiness of a shrine in which we shall invest

Painted

See that painting, yes over there

Isn’t that the woman from the mirror

What a Star, what a divine success

Is she who I am, am I such a notion

Oh my, there are endless possibilities in my world

Take me to the garden, swing me in the trees

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Give me my man, give me my baby

That’s all a girl like me needs, truly

Trinkets, diamonds, jewels yeah bring those too!

So silly really, yet adorn me for God

Unite me with my deepest calling, smile for me

Pose for the world, shall we transfix the nations?

You know in my realm, there’s this butterfly

Fly, Fly, Fly flutterby, oh she does

The beacon of my heart in the essence of hope

Nothing can forsake her in this land

The land of every dream, every lovely yearning fancy

A fairy, a unicorn, magical beauties of the unknown

See that light! That’s our home

It’s so beautiful, it’s so close

Closer, oh my! Yes, awe homeee

The embellishment of Awe

Awe, don’t wait, come!

Come!

Awareness of Self

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As I continue to meditate manifesting the life I want, the awareness of everything has been heightened to magnificence. I just see the way I act, the way my words affect, the way my tone can ripple through someone and so on.

I’m so happy to be on this journey, to get to experience this life. I meditated for about 1 hour and 8 minutes today. Manifesting my dreams life becoming the emotions of what it is I want. I’m so proud and grateful to have made it that long, it’s the longest I’ve ever done in one sitting.

I’m so amazed at how much this has changed my life it such a short amount of time. I’m pleased with myself. Everything from self worth, eating habits, thought patterns, spoken words have transformed to a more compassionate, understand, loving and kind nature. This is everything I’ve always wanted.

I can see the sunshine; there is nothing I can’t accomplish and manifest. I am that I am and that is a creator of my destiny, fate and world. Through the source of all I have everything I’ve ever needed, I’ve called upon that force.

Through the activation of my higher self, I have accepted that I am successful, abundant, wealthy, happy, joyful, charitable, kind, intelligent and have the body I’ve always desired. It is so.

Through my patience I shall persevere to the greatest heights known to anything I could of possibly imagine. I’m eternally grateful as I am an infinite being of the universe. Through the infinity of all, I have accepted, tapped into and become everything that I’ve always wanted to be.

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