You can’t choose who you fall in LOVE with & no matter how hard you try you cannot run, hide or deny LOVE.
LOVE will find a way, it will crack open every part of who you are. It will reveal EVERY lie you’ve told to yourself.
It will set you ablaze & consume you in an eternal fire that burns for eternity. When that bond is formed, that unconditional, unbreakable bond; NOTHING, no one, no force, no ego, no being, no distance, no amount of time can EVER come between it.
It will transcend every time, in every way. It will teach you every unimaginable lesson until you surrender. It will take you through the depths of your own misery until you choose it.
It will not take NO for an answer. It will follow you everywhere, it will consume every thought.
It does, it has and it always will transcend. I’ve chosen LOVE.
Truly developed as a blossomed being, a rose quartz dream came through me. I bleed in candy land Angels. I breathe in sun soaked delusions. Delusions so real they manifest into reality.
Is it like a grand ceremony of my initation. Is it the invitation my beloved has accepted through the spirit of heart. Is it freedom within my DNA? It’s everything, everything you can see and everything you can’t see.
The trees, the wind, the inanimate objects, the life, the humanity, the you, the me. That’s who I AM. That’s my being. I’m freedom at last, I was freedom before and I’ll be freedom again.
So secure in my essence, so taken care of in my home. So opulent in my decor, so spoiled with early pleasures. So delighted with the love I bare. My heart shares.
I forgive you for what you’ve done because I believe so deeply in the good inside you. I see you, I understand you & as always I love you.
Yeah you’ve hurt me, you’ve broken my heart more than once. But, I see beyond the suffering you bare, beyond the masks you wear.
I know the love you hold within.
I know the man you truly are, not the man you pretend to me. I know the gift you are, the light you shine.
I see beyond all your darkness and into the very essence of your existence. I understand everything, I love every part.
I forgive, I love unconditionally. You are as me, we are one. We live, we learn, we grow, we evolve. The beauty in the conflict, the pain, the beauty in the tears. I appreciate it all.
Because separation makes way for reunion and pain makes way for wisdom. And endings make way for beginnings.
It’s here, I feel it all, every thought ever thought. Every emotion ever felt and I still choose you.
Dripping in green, green leaves that dance in fields of kind birds. Freely golden, freely frozen, freely risen, freely loved. Luxurious gowns flowing in the mystical breeze, a security of lineage. A lineage of entitlement and prestige.
Fabulous jewels adorn me in emerald means. Haughty in decor of opulence, dancing in purity of holy nature. Esteemed in the exclamation of righteous birth right.
Exalted as most desirable, irresistible to brazen beauty. Stone angels watch my soul, my freedom of self is in control. Surrendered to a spirit of greatness. The delicate aspirations, the feverish desires of my heart.
Mansions of tenderness, pillars of silvers and pearls. Clouds of cherubs, serpahim beholds. Glamour washed in a bath of extravagance. Lips of red sun, skin of milk.
A paradise, a terra nova of spinning delight. Delicious, exposed, vulnerable by my bare body. Nursing the elements of life with my bountiful ways. Shows and spectacles of extraordinaire. Ribbons, banters, a crown of stars.
Pristine in presence, peace in my reverence. Whistling candles, portraits of a fanciful life. A truly diamond mind, a clarity of sight. I am alive.
Dancing in the waters of my lovers heart, dreaming from a fantasy on a shore of trophies. Tantalizing my way into his mouth, opening myself up for him to fill me up.
I brisk through a magical garden filled with shrubs of cascading thoughts. Running through an angelic realm, a forest I ride on through. Saddled up for a breathing eternity.
Torches of the found, torches of the lost. He takes me in his arms and brazenly devours my candy flesh. My sparkling delight in a womanly surprise. My cowboy of life, my warrior inside. My husband takes me to be his for all of time.
My ways selfish yet bring freedom to all. I’m a mere lady in a castle, A Queen to behold, a throne to be shown. Forever in these golden slippers that walk upon grass streets. Icy touch turns to a summer affair.
A silly dare into a marriage full of care. A dream beholden of the saints. A hooded warrior exposed for a claim. A claim of righteousness from the Lord. A golden ticket brought out from what’s unknown.
Sewn a thread of romance, of opulent wealth. I walk through this Kingdom with a head so high, I know who I am and I’ll always thrive. I have gotten what’s mine, now watch me shine.