I love that the way words express something the heart dies to confess,
I know his mind begs my body to undress yet I won’t shimmer this unless he’s honest, will he confess?
Tell me Im blessed because I love the way it sounds as the words fall off your tongue, the words make me feel like hes finally come. Will he show up?
You cannot explain LOVE. Love is not logical. Love doesn’t make sense, love defies all odds, all traditions, all regiments. Love transcends all, love conquers even death.
You can’t choose who you fall in LOVE with & no matter how hard you try you cannot run, hide or deny LOVE.
LOVE will find a way, it will crack open every part of who you are. It will reveal EVERY lie you’ve told to yourself.
It will set you ablaze & consume you in an eternal fire that burns for eternity. When that bond is formed, that unconditional, unbreakable bond; NOTHING, no one, no force, no ego, no being, no distance, no amount of time can EVER come between it.
It will transcend every time, in every way. It will teach you every unimaginable lesson until you surrender. It will take you through the depths of your own misery until you choose it.
It will not take NO for an answer. It will follow you everywhere, it will consume every thought.
It does, it has and it always will transcend. I’ve chosen LOVE.
Truly developed as a blossomed being, a rose quartz dream came through me. I bleed in candy land Angels. I breathe in sun soaked delusions. Delusions so real they manifest into reality.
Is it like a grand ceremony of my initation. Is it the invitation my beloved has accepted through the spirit of heart. Is it freedom within my DNA? It’s everything, everything you can see and everything you can’t see.
The trees, the wind, the inanimate objects, the life, the humanity, the you, the me. That’s who I AM. That’s my being. I’m freedom at last, I was freedom before and I’ll be freedom again.
So secure in my essence, so taken care of in my home. So opulent in my decor, so spoiled with early pleasures. So delighted with the love I bare. My heart shares.
Dancing in the waters of my lovers heart, dreaming from a fantasy on a shore of trophies. Tantalizing my way into his mouth, opening myself up for him to fill me up.
I brisk through a magical garden filled with shrubs of cascading thoughts. Running through an angelic realm, a forest I ride on through. Saddled up for a breathing eternity.
Torches of the found, torches of the lost. He takes me in his arms and brazenly devours my candy flesh. My sparkling delight in a womanly surprise. My cowboy of life, my warrior inside. My husband takes me to be his for all of time.
Wild, FOREVER, freedom in a gust of wealth. A wind of infinity over takes me. I seethe in the dreams of the weak. I hold a torch for the ones who bleed. I see the value in the ones who can’t speak.
It means so much to me to come clean. To be seen by millions for a life of referee. I’m a woman who was born free, with eyes to see. I am everything a man asked for in his dreams.
I don’t plead, I bask and he comes to please. He proposes on a knee, he understands me and believes. Its everything after, make believe, a endless fantasy come to be. A miracle of love.
I speak in the clarity of prophecy, it’s like the air I breathe has wind in the way it’s said. The sound of the articulation, the motivation of my annunciation.
Candle flames drive a whole world insane, a populace pretending to be sane. I will change, I’m the one that’s not the same. My heart is not up for games.
A little strange, kinda eccentric, blessedly so. I open my chest, I bare my body for a man like you. Will you take me, will you come inside me, where we confide. I will allow everything you have to become one with so.
It’s now out of our control, we have this seed that’s nearly full grown. Now I’m birthing this rose, this gift you have me. Anything can be a savior, the revelation.
A kiss in this misty weather, I am forever flying, floating as a feather. Whether or not you see what I do, I know who I am.
A game of love, a freedom of self, a journey within. This is where it all begins. Healing to be done, let me bathe you in the sun.
I beat this drum, this drum of love. This beckoning romance where the future awaits in the past. It’s my Sunday mass where I worship a spirit of love.
Glassy eyes, halos around my crown. In the name of The One, I am found. Safe and sound I’ve made my rounds, I will never allow myself to be bound.
I went up, then down. As above so below. I won my golden ticket, my rainbrow prize. I’m the godly goddess of this new age ride.
Bathing in diamonds like I do,
Broken molds, broken hearts,
It happens with fresh starts.
Rejected, subjected, redirected,
All for something better than a mere mortal could ever bestow upon this Goddess.
Satisfaction in knowing I always win,
No matter my sins I’m found in love,
This feeling my drug, so high let’s ride.
Now as it blows, I’m the Queen of Rome,
No games, just me dressed in Fame,
I’ll never be the same, he’ll never be the same,
Resurrected every fallen dream, so it be,
I’m lady jubilee, Jupiter empress, lady love.
I have a lot of star crossed ex-lovers & they’ll tell you I’m insane, maybe it’s just a game. I gotta promise you for the next one I’ll play sane.
Holy Queen Mother 