Insane & Sane

I have a lot of star crossed ex-lovers & they’ll tell you I’m insane, maybe it’s just a game. I gotta promise you for the next one I’ll play sane. 

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YOU

Dear You,

I’m so honored, thankful and amazed at how you’re here. I’ve been waiting my entire life for this, for you. There are no words to describe the bliss I feel being yours. You told me you loved me at first sight. Funny thing is I loved you at first sight. It’s all so magical, so meant to be.

Our lives, our connection, this bond is supernatural. The devotion we have to each other, the respect and grace of our relationship. Like a true fairy tale, yet we have flaws. We embrace them. You bring out the absolute best in me, I love the way you love me.

Thank you for being you, for being brave enough to truly love me. I’ve never been so honest, so open, so free with someone. There are no walls here in this. I’ve never known a man so masculine yet so able to be tender. To be so strong willed yet encourage me to live through my heart.

I love taking care of you, catering to you. I love us, how we’re so happy. This life, this dream we’re living is eternal. Everything we are, everything we have so infinite. I am so blessed to have you. So proud, so appreciative and honored. Forever will I love you. In all ways, always.

We laugh, smile and have so much fun together. I just look at you and my heart sings the most glorious song. The way you look at me, the way you kiss me and hold me. The pure unadulterated chemistry between us, the fire. This true love paints the most beautiful picture.

May I forever honor and love you.
Sincerely,

Your forever

Rush 


It all came in a rush just as I was walking off into a state of bliss

Every wish has now come true, I’m no longer living blue 

I partake in this ritual of extravagance with all the cameras flashin
Is it everything I’ve hoped for, is it everything I wanted, is there more?

I just know I’m grateful for the honor of being placed on a throne of white roses 

I’ve reaped, I’ve sown, now I walk across this stage as I become a true dame 
I bleed every color into a million summers, I’m every free flying bird 

I serve my fate, I bask in all this glory and give every part of my story

Grand prize winner is who she became yet her heart is still the same 

Dharma Perfection

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Masks of jewelry is this butterfly darling

Star bright in the spoken tongue of dharma

Ballerinas dance in the synchronicity of time

 

I told you my sweet vixen child this is a sign

I’ve let go of the lies and I won’t fucking hide

The cortisol of hormonal perfection has taught many lessons

 

Now step forth into this session and you’ll get your blessing

Every powdered face confessing what it takes for gods sake

I’m not late, I’ve summoned my fate

 

Every fantasy, dream and the fathoms of make believe

The universe has me now deemed and so I shall proceed

Dancing with the Ensemble

Waving of hands, changing of faces, smiles, happy smells

A forth coming of a beckoning carnival, no harm my friends

Lest you think bad thoughts, you reap bad wheat

 

We sew then we keep, it’s our lives at stake

In this dance hall, a ballroom of dreams

Dancing with the ensemble of every human need

 

I can see, I can hear, I do so feel

Breathing, breath there is no moment for rest

Lest you want to wait, wait, wait

 

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No we must go, it’s our time to put on this show

An artistic performance of the way our perception portrays

The portrait of a womanly friend, a mother, a lover

 

It’s me, It’s me, I’ve been called to dance

Dancing in this way, through every open door

Still pertaining to my chores, with glamour of course

 

Magical existence, living a life some deem make believe

Is this the American Dream, a millionaires fantasy to be

A wife, an artist, poet, writer even a beauty queen

 

How can one woman be so much, provide so much greatness

It’s all in relation to the way she channels her gifts

Does she choose good? Does she choose bad?

 

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She chose love, us the whispers of the wind

The beings of light, archangels of the holy kingdom

Some say it’s the ones in the bible, yet we have far predated that

 

Her life will be a beacon for the coming ones

The ones that shall bring the new earth, the new heaven

It will be a beautiful lesson, a session in miracles

 

A beautiful hysterical theatrical performance of compassion and glamour

A love affair to inspire the masses, the marriage of a man and woman

Her dreams, her goals, it’s so beautiful I know

 

Through this confection of words, just know this

With her you’ll succeed, she will aspire breath

Lest you leave her presence, you’ll be on your own

 

A woman with tone, style, grace, beauty, face

A wedding dress in lace awaits her

He’s on his way to take her