Truly developed as a blossomed being, a rose quartz dream came through me. I bleed in candy land Angels. I breathe in sun soaked delusions. Delusions so real they manifest into reality.
Is it like a grand ceremony of my initation. Is it the invitation my beloved has accepted through the spirit of heart. Is it freedom within my DNA? It’s everything, everything you can see and everything you can’t see.
The trees, the wind, the inanimate objects, the life, the humanity, the you, the me. That’s who I AM. That’s my being. I’m freedom at last, I was freedom before and I’ll be freedom again.
So secure in my essence, so taken care of in my home. So opulent in my decor, so spoiled with early pleasures. So delighted with the love I bare. My heart shares.
I forgive you for what you’ve done because I believe so deeply in the good inside you. I see you, I understand you & as always I love you.
Yeah you’ve hurt me, you’ve broken my heart more than once. But, I see beyond the suffering you bare, beyond the masks you wear.
I know the love you hold within.
I know the man you truly are, not the man you pretend to me. I know the gift you are, the light you shine.
I see beyond all your darkness and into the very essence of your existence. I understand everything, I love every part.
I forgive, I love unconditionally. You are as me, we are one. We live, we learn, we grow, we evolve. The beauty in the conflict, the pain, the beauty in the tears. I appreciate it all.
Because separation makes way for reunion and pain makes way for wisdom. And endings make way for beginnings.
It’s here, I feel it all, every thought ever thought. Every emotion ever felt and I still choose you.
How will it become, I am such a lady love
Former to another, beautiful as whatever
Holy water, blessed breath, peaceful kind,
My dear man, I can see you beyond all time, touched by an Angel.
Now show me what it means to be in your life of come to be. Wonderfully your girl of everything you need. In a world of fairytale make believe.
He walks back in ready to bare his heart, he wants a fresh start. The courage it takes for him to be this authentic is boundless. He had shed every demon to transcend to his masculine power. He knows she is THE ONE & he hopes like hell she will forgive him completely.
He knows she will but his ego likes to tell him otherwise. But, for once in his lifetime he is going to walk by faith and not sight. He is ready to bare his heart and live a truly open life of the ultimate express of unconditional love. He has set his ego aside to come home. To tenderly confess his truth, his love to his divine feminine.
The way he has let go, the way he has allowed the connection to truly take him, to lead him is a beautiful sight to behold. He will walk in front of the world and confess his love. He will never ever let her go again because he knows now she is his everything. They are ONE for all of eternity.
The darkness I hold was once feared from the deepest parts of my soul. The farther I travel into the light the more I realize the beauty it holds. Now I put on a show of eternal ecstasy, a gorgeous fantasy.
Evil, Good, nothing, everything it matters not, it matters more than eternity. It’s a dichotomy of my holographic existence. Miss me, kiss me I AM the lady fancy.
Let me stand, let me seduce in my silk robe in a mansion of marble. Let you marvel at my carnival of theatrics. I’ll become dark, I’ll become light. I am everlasting nothingness in a beautiful safari.
Every candle lit, every perfect pose, my special picture of the millennium. A star of a fine kind, a delicate master piece built with fire; worshiped as a shrine. In me you can confide, come inside.
All I can ask is for her to retrieve the love we hold in a land of make believe. It’s all come to be, forthcoming a promise a breeze.
An apology of sorts, a beckoning to a resort, a forever after in a million cures. A marriage between nothing and everything. A key to understand the Light and darkness. Successfully becoming a true bridge between infinity.