I forgive you

I forgive you for what you’ve done because I believe so deeply in the good inside you. I see you, I understand you & as always I love you. 

Yeah you’ve hurt me, you’ve broken my heart more than once. But, I see beyond the suffering you bare, beyond the masks you wear. 

I know the love you hold within.
I know the man you truly are, not the man you pretend to me. I know the gift you are, the light you shine.

 I see beyond all your darkness and into the very essence of your existence. I understand everything, I love every part.
I forgive, I love unconditionally. You are as me, we are one. We live, we learn, we grow, we evolve. The beauty in the conflict, the pain, the beauty in the tears. I appreciate it all.
Because separation makes way for reunion and pain makes way for wisdom. And endings make way for beginnings.

 It’s here, I feel it all, every thought ever thought. Every emotion ever felt and I still choose you. 

FOREVER 


Wild, FOREVER, freedom in a gust of wealth. A wind of infinity over takes me. I seethe in the dreams of the weak. I hold a torch for the ones who bleed. I see the value in the ones who can’t speak.

It means so much to me to come clean. To be seen by millions for a life of referee. I’m a woman who was born free, with eyes to see. I am everything a man asked for in his dreams.

I don’t plead, I bask and he comes to please. He proposes on a knee, he understands me and believes. Its everything after, make believe, a endless fantasy come to be. A miracle of love.

The Revelation 

I speak in the clarity of prophecy, it’s like the air I breathe has wind in the way it’s said. The sound of the articulation, the motivation of my annunciation. 

Candle flames drive a whole world insane, a populace pretending to be sane. I will change, I’m the one that’s not the same. My heart is not up for games.

A little strange, kinda eccentric, blessedly so. I open my chest, I bare my body for a man like you. Will you take me, will you come inside me, where we confide. I will allow everything you have to become one with so.

It’s now out of our control, we have this seed that’s nearly full grown. Now I’m birthing this rose, this gift you have me. Anything can be a savior, the revelation.

Golden Tree’s 

I dropped these seeds intentionally.

The beauty I breathe as I watch them grow beyond me, beyond pictures of make believe.

I can only watch now as they grow such strong legs walking off on their own. I love how I am reaping what I’ve sewn. My creation is out of my control.

I’ve built the mold, now I watch all I have grown. I’ve fortified a beholding fantasy. My fantasy I’ve brought to be, my darling mind so keen.

I got it all, I have these tree’s, all my trees. The forest where every dream breathes. I have a golden touch, everything blooming into it’s own universal creation.

Gentle 

My gentleness stitched in the making of your skin, my tears of hope of my yearning heart. Your head in my lap as I caress the child within your manly facade.

I see you beyond the illusion of this maze. It’s everything I ever knew, yet everything I couldn’t or even thought. A simple being of unity, a comforting sense of being found

I always knew you’d come around, welcome home where I’ve always kept you safe and sound. 

Symphony of Rain

Little moments trickle into the most beautiful storm, I am the woman you were forewarned

Do you adore me with all my alluring ways

I can build an empire up in a matter of days
I form diamonds through the rain, Nothing ever stays the same
My heart is my power I’ve struck fortune this hour, I walk to the top 

The pinnacle of this tower of Grace I glow in the beauty of soft white lace
It’ll never be the same, I’ve made it rain

Rain every fulfilled dream, my life a beautiful symphony 

It’s a lovely dream, A living fantasy

Freedom forever within this heart of purity 

Fluttering 


Those strong hands wrapped around my waist, Am I your sealed fate

Soul mate whirlwind marriage bells ring in the wind

Now look around it’s my love you’ve found
That hat you wear gives me chills

Chilled to the heart, like a wild fire without start

Mixing us, Girls like me and men like you 
It’s like God made us to become more

As my man you kiss me so, I bloom my flower to incite your power

Riled up, I got your manliness from square one
I’m the wife, the lady girl like a glowing pearl 

Now I flutter as you ask what’s my favorite word

It’s you, It’s all you, Every word to describe you

Dont stop dreaming!

So many people stop dreaming or don’t dream at all. It’s in your best interest to dream as big as possible! Don’t worry about ‘how’ it’s going to happen! The how is up to a greater intelligence. 

The only thing we have to do is BELIEVE and have faith that what we desire is already ours. Believe it’s yours before it even actually manifests. Believe with all your heart and mind. Imagine it already done, live in your dream. Feel the powerful emotions of it already fulfilled!

Focus on those emotions of it being yours. How does it feel? Focus on that and as you do you’ll notice life aligning everything you need to make your dream a reality. But you must stay in a good feeling place so when a nudge of inspiration comes you can hear it.

If a negative thought comes just continually and deliberately think a good affirming thought. Create affirmations for yourself to strengthen your faith. Affirmations start with I am. Such as, I am wealthy, I am happy. Make them short, precise & to the point.

Say these to yourself everyday. Read them aloud, write them down. As you do this your implanting them deeply into your subconscious mind. Our subconscious mind is what controls our reality. Yet it’s our thoughts and emotions that control our subconscious mind.

So be consistent, focus and you will see your life change before your eyes. Others will think you are crazy until the physical manifestations reap what you’ve sown. Then they’ll ask how you did it! 

Think good affirming thoughts, only talk of positive experiences. Only talk of what you want. Talk as if it’s already yours. Trust the process, be patient. Don’t judge yourself and let go. You don’t have to be perfect or think 100% perfect to manifest your deepest desires. Let go of the negativity by continually choosing to feel good and think good no matter what!