Alpha


I love you even when it makes no sense to me, I forgive you like I always do. I believe in you, no matter what. I trust your heart I have from the start.

You are in love, admit it so you will. I anticipate a man so in love, letting yourself go. Free to be in love with love, I get you. I understand every part of you, I accept the deepest darkest parts of you.

The brightest light you are, I cherish. I bask in the love of everlasting life, my heart shines. You always find time, swoop in and cater to me with your words. Every day I’m your Queen you understand my every need. 

I see you, you see me. Seen for the beauty we behold, I told you love was fun once you let go of control. 

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Blessings 

Worthy of the opulence love has to offer. Thankful for the blessings a heart of purity bestows. So blessed being in LOVE. 

Beautiful thoughts create a beautiful life, this is everything I choose. Just glowing for what it is that makes me wonderful in a world of wonder. Grounded in truth, deeply convicted yet free to be. 

Pink Lips

These soft white hands rummage through your golden body, these pink lips caress the soul 

I am a woman I was born in the totality of it all, You my man the sacredness of me

The opposite, the mirror of my love

The everlasting eternal nature of who we are, The star of my life to be your wife

Oh my I’m a girl with so much love to shine and now you’re mine

Everlasting 

Unconditionally loving 

Romantic reality, fascinating aura

So deep, so rightly profound 

A love with no limits, heart with no bounds 
You see I AM the love you are

When we come together we forever create more

Truly everlasting love is here for you, for us

Winner

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I’ve painted the way my face is meant to portray such beauty

It’s as I’m the one who’s been saved in your love truly

I’ve found my muse as I now summon a force so easily

 

Happiness comforts me at every waking thought, I have everything I want

I walk into yours arms knowing that I’m forever embraced in this fate

I’m alive, now my man take what you need from me and so will I take from you

 

It’s the way this works, we are both here to serve, run to me, I’ll come to you

Living in luxury, it’s such a wealth way, the love we get to taste

Life is so much fun when you win the game

Cupcake Love Affair

 

Speckled cupcakes are the world to me as you can see
I seethe in glee as I take a bite of this dream I so longed to be
It’s all manifested in all the glory I could of ever imagined
This joy so beautiful as its all finally happened

 

This dapper man so tall, handsome and forthcoming stands before me
He bends down and places a heart shaped diamond ring on my finger
For a moment my heart lingers in pure ecstasy, I say yes so sexily
As our hugging embrace goes its the smell of him I douse myself in

 

This is what it’s like to win, I’m quite the gem he proclaims on a whim
I love you my man, the way you’re my number one
The kisses we share like there is not a care
Like our first date at the town fair, with your heart you share

 

Now do you dare marry a woman so wild and free
Yes you do because I’m your everything to be
This is what it’s like to live a dream
It’s everything it seems
Life is so keen

The ever Elusive Envy

Envy

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This is something we all feel or have felt yet no one ever talks about. Everyone talks about jealousy, which is your fear of someone or something taking something from you. Envy is the feeling of discontentment because someone has something you ‘don’t’ have. As I think about this it’s crazy to me how I’ve rarely if ever heard anything mentioned about envy.

I was just feeling a sense of envy, I don’t ever really feel envy about anything other than when it comes to relationships. When it comes to seeing two people together, a happy and doting couple. It seems to arise especially if I find myself attracted to a man and then to see him happy with his lady.

I know it’s because that is something I want and something I don’t have. Yet, I know of course it’s something I don’t necessarily need. I definitely don’t need it to be fulfilled but it would be fun to have the benefit of companionship. I’m not lonely, but it’s only natural to want a companion. I think it’s pretty much wired in the blood of humanity to desire a partner.

So as I feel this, I understand it and let it go, wishing the best for everyone. I know what it means and I’m grateful to be conscious of my emotions and feelings. Sometimes it can be quite challenging to be so aware yet it’s worth it because when you know you can make the choice to do things differently.

I love love and I love people whom have fallen in love. It’s a beautiful thing to witness and admire. Certainly envy is not privy to the fact that we can all achieve and manifest said relationship/companionship. It’s all just a matter of patience, perseverance and tenacity.

Some of you many feel envy for a host of other reasons, some people see others with really nice cars, fancy houses and immediately start feeling envy. It’s an emotion that can be understood and let go or it can be the fuel to rocket your desire for what you do want. Holding on to it will only create negative energy and block your path to your desired outcome.

So, Hello, Envy! You’ve come, now you’ve gone and I understand what I do want because you have conveyed to me what I do not want. Thank you! The beauty of being awakened enough to understand your own mind & perceptions is profound. Love is beautiful and I’m grateful to not only love who I am but love others who love who they are.