Winner

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I’ve painted the way my face is meant to portray such beauty

It’s as I’m the one who’s been saved in your love truly

I’ve found my muse as I now summon a force so easily

 

Happiness comforts me at every waking thought, I have everything I want

I walk into yours arms knowing that I’m forever embraced in this fate

I’m alive, now my man take what you need from me and so will I take from you

 

It’s the way this works, we are both here to serve, run to me, I’ll come to you

Living in luxury, it’s such a wealth way, the love we get to taste

Life is so much fun when you win the game

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Rekindling Romance  

His look as he turns around and notices it’s me

The woman he tried to forget yet I was never amiss

Now look at me dressed to perfection in all my glory
Don’t we have quite the story to share as life has changed

I’ve found fame, I’ll never ever be the same

I’m more than a plain Jane, I’m a glamour dame
You’re just a country boy with a wit I’ll always bask in

It’s almost like our loves a sin yet I know together we win

Didn’t you miss me, I know you did
Now we have each other and we shall truly live

You let go of what was holding you back

I let go of all that baggage resisting my happy ending
It’s so beautiful together as in life were winning

The look, the meeting at that little corner store

When we both least expected it our destiny resurrected it
Now let me kiss you as I will, I’ve got looks to kill

Baby, your my man and I surely can

Now well fucking jam in your silver Dodge Ram
You’re here, I’m here, an inseparable pair

Without a care of the world, a love life adorned

Adulterer

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The house is a wreck

Jack & Coke while having a smoke

Her soul bleeds, cries to move on, will she?

A mistake made, another kissed 

 

He chose not to hide it, she almost resents him for choosing to confide it

 

Tears

A lucky girl in this dream house, all the resources to shine

Just a pretty red dress and some wine

 

Her heart was blind it’s going to take time

Let go and accept what must be, she’s still free

 

Or is she?

Marriage of Love & Beast

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Crowds, massive crowds of onlookers scream in glee

The brainwashing is clearly palpable yet she finds it enduring

Surely they have been tricked into being here, why do they care?

 

I walk out on this balcony and I survey with exasperation at the magnitude

I exude the style of what I am to be, the personality of their expectations

I won’t let down my people, she surely won’t forsake their fragile egos

 

My bouffant, this pompadour reaches to God, for sure it caresses the clouds

The loudness of the cries of the ritual partaking below careens out of control

Guns with roses, letters made of smoke smell the marriage

 

Marriage of love and beast, it’s the holiday of my rite to deem

What do my people feed on, what do I quench their essence with?

It’s bliss, I spring forth an indescribable flick of omnipotent power

 

In this Tower I let down my guard as I know time is not far

They hold me in endless ways, they understand life with no fear

This isn’t a mere fairy tale it’s the life of love

 

I set free three doves and with that I conclude this ritual

I take my place behind the glass door and now I know why she is allured

She holds every fantasy, every dream, every thought, every whim

 

With her there is no sin

All you can do is win

The ever Elusive Envy

Envy

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This is something we all feel or have felt yet no one ever talks about. Everyone talks about jealousy, which is your fear of someone or something taking something from you. Envy is the feeling of discontentment because someone has something you ‘don’t’ have. As I think about this it’s crazy to me how I’ve rarely if ever heard anything mentioned about envy.

I was just feeling a sense of envy, I don’t ever really feel envy about anything other than when it comes to relationships. When it comes to seeing two people together, a happy and doting couple. It seems to arise especially if I find myself attracted to a man and then to see him happy with his lady.

I know it’s because that is something I want and something I don’t have. Yet, I know of course it’s something I don’t necessarily need. I definitely don’t need it to be fulfilled but it would be fun to have the benefit of companionship. I’m not lonely, but it’s only natural to want a companion. I think it’s pretty much wired in the blood of humanity to desire a partner.

So as I feel this, I understand it and let it go, wishing the best for everyone. I know what it means and I’m grateful to be conscious of my emotions and feelings. Sometimes it can be quite challenging to be so aware yet it’s worth it because when you know you can make the choice to do things differently.

I love love and I love people whom have fallen in love. It’s a beautiful thing to witness and admire. Certainly envy is not privy to the fact that we can all achieve and manifest said relationship/companionship. It’s all just a matter of patience, perseverance and tenacity.

Some of you many feel envy for a host of other reasons, some people see others with really nice cars, fancy houses and immediately start feeling envy. It’s an emotion that can be understood and let go or it can be the fuel to rocket your desire for what you do want. Holding on to it will only create negative energy and block your path to your desired outcome.

So, Hello, Envy! You’ve come, now you’ve gone and I understand what I do want because you have conveyed to me what I do not want. Thank you! The beauty of being awakened enough to understand your own mind & perceptions is profound. Love is beautiful and I’m grateful to not only love who I am but love others who love who they are.

Love & Boots

I look down and smile because you’re wearing those square toe boots

Blue jeans and that button up I bought you, the way I get lost in you

The thought of everything you mean to me comforts every insecurity

 

Our times, the feeling of what it’s like when it’s our date night

You don’t know but when I go to the powder room I cry

Cry because it’s so beautiful this emotion that’s traveling through me

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Through every muscle, every vein, your name is forever stained on my soul

That smile of yours is like every desire met in one instant in time

All the lies of the past have no hold on me now

 

Those vows we made have me forever changed

Just holding hands is like eternal life, the aura of our life

I can’t describe how amazing it is to be your wife

Consorts of Sophistication

Social favors because you know my husband

You think you do, a man in blue, a career of freedom

Red ties, sleek and shining shoes

 

Glossy pumps, Harry Winston my best friend

Diamond delight, fountain of jewels, I’m his lady kool

Ain’t no fool, a divinity that is true

 

My check for fame has played this game, new money, call me Miss honey

Won’t forget my past, the friends I’ve made through the change

My family is my main, the stage is my craze

 

Humility dolled up with a little vanity, all for the fun of it

Generosity for the unknowing, I’ll part with my wisdom for their gaining

Raising up the weak to grow their fortune, 99% has the power

 

Shot gun in this rover as my consort speaks of faith in a godly way

This is life as a dame in holiness I pray

I’m still sassy in these ways he deems classy

 

Sophisticated style, the aura of what it means to be a fashionista

A social lite with the graces of the elite

Oh please, I’ll come and go as I do

 

It’s me who gets to choose

My husband, my art, my family, my name

 

I am saved

Beauty I crave

I’ve won the Game