Walking in what I know to be, allowing myself to become what it is that I’ve always known I was. Becoming the best woman I’ve aspired to be through my choice to resonate as her. I felt it today as I walked out of my grandmothers apartment. Felt that I was walking in my hearts desire. The freedom I felt in that was like floating through the gates of heaven.
I have made a conscious choice to manifest my highest desire, to become everything I’ve fantasized about. Through my meditation work in just over a month my life has changed drastically. My outlook, my feelings, every part of my emotional being. Just writing about it makes me cry, tears of glory. The tears of a woman that can wash away all the suffering she’s endured. Endured from spiritual abuse, self abuse, the abuse from others.
Walking in the path of being whole, being healed. Just as I manifest and become everything I’ve ever wanted. I feel such fire, passion and drive. I know that I know that I know that it is. I’ve always known but now I truly believe it. The world is mine, everything I want is infinitely provided from the universe. Achieving my dreams while bringing others up, helping them transcend through my ascendance.
From a girl in the hospital from trying to commit suicide, my soul screaming for me to wake up. To now a woman that is letting go of everything that doesn’t serve me. All negative energy, all negative ways of thinking and behaving. Through the patience of grace I demand that I am a servant of my hearts desire. That desire which serves the world through myself, my gifts – beyond my wildest dreams.